I am still alive. Saw the therapist twice. She's leaving the state to - get this one - counsel returning soldiers for PTSD at an Army base. FML She set me up with a guy for next week. I'm canceling. I can cry at home for an hour for free ( Read more... )

Life just keeps kicking me. Last night after I insulted a friend via text message by saying I knew he wasn't attracted to me because I was fat, a man attacked me in the Walmart parking lot for not putting my cart away to his satisfaction. And I mean physically attacked me. He was yelling. I was ignoring him. I got in my car so he blocked my car in ( Read more... )

Remember when I said I wasn't wishing for Randy's marriage to end? I lied. It's not going to though. We talked again. He told me I was just a fantasy. I'm not a real person to him (he didn't say that). Things are better with his wife than they've ever been because his wife is finally realizing he's going to leave her and she's going to be alone. ( Read more... )

Subject line courtesy of Lucien Carr on how to start a story. Amazing the things you learn when you fall down a Wikihole ( Read more... )